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IT FRICKIN' WON'T STOP RAINING!!!

I can't stand being inside any longer. It has rained literally the last 48 hours straight. I need to go outside. It helps me think. I woke up at 10:24 today!!!! WTF! i never sleep in that late, i wasn't even up late! Now all i can think about it taking a nap and sleeping more because i LITERALLY have nothing to do. GRRRR. I have spent a ridiculous amount of time on facebook, aim and blogs. I am so bored, but at the same time I dont feel like calling anyone up and doing something because that would require showering.
I can only imagine what mothers with small children are doing with all this rain. I cant spend anymore time inside with nothing to do. I am starting to pace around the house. I cant stand watching anymore movies...i get bored about halfway through them. I wish someone would e-mail me with something to do. But nope. Nooooo e-mail today. I am officially sick of being retired and without things to do. I must do something and fast. this is such a waste of a life!

TREADMILL?

i just don't know

i thought i had myself figured out. now i am not so sure. i'm really confused about what i want in my life. i have way too much time to think about it these days too. i need something to keep me occupied. i have tried but it is getting really difficult. i am actually getting a little worried about myself.

Fargo

Tomorrow I am going to Fargo with Greg and AZ. It will be interesting. More to come.

April 9th!?!

I can't believe it is already April. I haven't posted in over two weeks.
Anyways, I decided to go on the high school tour after all, and I am so happy that I did. The kids at west Fargo high school are ridiculously amazing people. I am proud to say I know each one of them. We traveled from west Fargo to mpls, to Madison, to Elgin, to Chicago. I think one of the highlights of the trip for me was being able to see my brother in chi-town. He's such a great kid and brother. I love him to death. He at dinner with the group and then we all went to tour the sears tower at night. I haven't been up there in forever. It is an amazing view, especially at night.
I could sit here and write about the stories, inside jokes and service projects we did, but I have an audit test tomorrow. I must study!

it's soo soo good to be home!